{"id":1015,"date":"2016-07-26T02:42:30","date_gmt":"2016-07-26T02:42:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mtls.wpcenter.io\/staging\/?p=1015"},"modified":"2026-10-14T16:04:34","modified_gmt":"2026-10-14T16:04:34","slug":"louise-carson","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mtls.ca\/issue28\/louise-carson\/","title":{"rendered":"Louise Carson"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Rules for Life as a Bee<\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Each bee must be her own queen,<br>\nnot live in a colony.<br>\nBurrow in the ground along a path<br>\nor build the nest in a dead plant stem<br>\nor stack of empty flowerpots.<br>\nTo line the nest, cut neat circles out<br>\nof rose leaves and petals.<br>\nStock it with nectar and seal.<br>\nLeave the young but tell them:<br>\nyou have one year, including the season<br>\nwhen you\u2019ll sleep beneath a screen of wax.<br>\nOnce you\u2019re out, dance.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\">No music<\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Plants, I\u2019m sorry there\u2019s no music.<br>\nNo Vivaldi to calm you while you\u2019re watered.<br>\nNo Puccini to rouse you to blossom,<br>\nHolst to march you to symmetry.<br>\nNo Charlie Parker tickles you into variegation.<br>\nNo Mussorgsky reminds you of the wonder of the world,<br>\nand its madness.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I still can\u2019t bear to listen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But do you hum to some far-off celestial tune I\u2019m guessing at<br>\nin the silence<br>\nwhere I flourish?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\">She leaves me<\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She leaves me in the house without a car.<br>\nIt\u2019s laundry day and dishes must be done.<br>\nI\u2019ll make some suppers for the coming week,<br>\ndo taxes at the scarred kitchen table.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She leaves me in the house without a scar.<br>\nI deal with cash and dirt as I\u2019m able.<br>\nThe table where we eat is scratched and stained.<br>\nI leave it all and go out to the sun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The scar I wear is elemental, one.<br>\nUnlovable: survive by being meek.<br>\nAnd disappear where others strive to seek.<br>\nShe leaves me as I strain to guess her star.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I leave her with small grace, as I\u2019m able.<br>\nThe house will hold our voices, low and strained.<br>\nThe scar supports the work I do, have done.<br>\nShe leaves, I leave, neither going far.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; Rules for Life as a Bee Each bee must be her own queen, not live in a colony. Burrow in the ground along a path or build the nest in a dead plant stem or stack of empty flowerpots. To line the nest, cut neat circles out of rose leaves and petals. Stock it [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":5312,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1015","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mtls.ca\/issue28\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1015","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mtls.ca\/issue28\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mtls.ca\/issue28\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mtls.ca\/issue28\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mtls.ca\/issue28\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1015"}],"version-history":[{"count":32,"href":"https:\/\/mtls.ca\/issue28\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1015\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5548,"href":"https:\/\/mtls.ca\/issue28\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1015\/revisions\/5548"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mtls.ca\/issue28\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5312"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mtls.ca\/issue28\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1015"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mtls.ca\/issue28\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1015"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mtls.ca\/issue28\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1015"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}